背景故事
《Toy Soldiers》是Eminem在专辑《The Eminem Show》中的一首歌曲。这首歌反映了Eminem对于说唱界内部争斗以及个人名声所带来的负面影响的反思。特别是针对他与Ja Rule之间的矛盾,以及由此引发的一系列事件进行了深刻的探讨。Eminem在这首歌里表达了他对这种无休止的斗争感到厌倦,并且对那些因为这些争斗而受到伤害的人表示了深深的同情。
歌词解读
“Step by step heart to heart left right left / We all fall down”
通过军队行进的步伐比喻,Eminem形象地描绘了每个人都在按照既定规则前进,但最终都难逃失败的命运。“左右左”的口号象征着统一却盲目的行动方式。
“I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure / Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders”
Eminem认为自己应该像一个坚强的战士一样面对压力而不失去冷静。尽管承受着巨大的压力,但他仍然努力保持镇定。
“If some sh*t ever just pop off I'm supposed to be beside 'em / Now Ja said I tried to squash it it was too late to stop it”
这里提到了Eminem试图平息与Ja Rule之间冲突的努力,但是已经太迟了。当问题爆发时,作为团队领袖的Eminem希望能够站在兄弟们身边支持他们。
“There used to be a time when you could just say a rhyme / And wouldn't have to worry about one of your people dyin'”
回忆起过去,在说唱歌词中表达观点并不会导致严重后果的时代。然而现在情况不同了,任何不当言论都可能引起严重的后果甚至威胁到生命安全。
“But now it's elevated cuz once you put someone's kids in it / The sh*t gets escalated it ain't just words no more is it”
指出将对方的家庭成员牵涉进来会使得争端升级,不再仅仅是言语上的较量。
“We still have soldiers that's on the front line / That's willing to die for us as soon as we give the orders”
描述了那些忠诚于Eminem及其团队的支持者们,他们愿意为了领导者而牺牲自我。
“But I ain't tryna have none of my people hurt and murdered / There ain't words that I can't think of a perfecter way to word it”
表达了Eminem不希望看到自己的追随者受到伤害或死亡的愿望。他认为没有什么语言能够比直接说出自己对他们的爱更加完美了。