I smile before I speak
我总是先微笑，再开口
Make sure they get the best of me
确保他们看到最好的我
I read the room, I play the role
我读懂场面，扮演合适的角色
But no one ever asks what I hold
可从来没人问过我，心里藏着什么
I give them light when they feel low
我在别人低落时点亮他们
But I’m not made of stone, you know
但你知道吗？我也不是铁打的
I carry hearts like fragile art
我把每个人都照顾的很好
But I’ve been breaking from the start
但承受不住时也在慢慢崩塌
They lean on me like I won’t fall
外人以为我永远不会倒下一样
But I’ve been cracking through it all
可我早就在缝缝补补地撑着
Invisible, the way it shatters
没人看见我碎掉的样子
When no one sees
当灯光熄灭
When the lights go low
当房间安静
When the silence grows
当声音都消失的时候
Do I still matter?
我还重要吗？
I’ve got glass shoulders
我像有着一双玻璃做的肩膀
Strong enough to hold ya
看起来能扛起你所有悲伤
But every word, every silence
但每一句话，每一次沉默
Leaves a line inside the surface
都在我心上刻下一道痕
You think I’m fine
你以为我没事
But I’m colder
可我其实冷得发抖
And I’m tired of being the holder
我真的很累，不想再一直扮演那个“撑住一切”的人
I carry you like I’m made of steel
看起来刀枪不入
But I’m glass — and I feel too real
但其实我感受到都是真实的
I replay what I said today
我总是反复回放今天说过的话
Did I go too far, or fade away?
我是不是说得太多，还是又太退缩？
I give too much, and then retreat
我总是给得太多，然后又默默离开
Afraid of wanting something deep
因为我怕，怕自己也渴望太深的连结
They praise the way I lift the weight
他们赞美我能照顾所有人的情绪
But I just hope I won’t misplace
可我只是怕，怕在这个过程中
Myself in all the helping hands
把自己弄丢在那些
That never stay, but still demand
从未真正留下的“需要”里
They see the fire, not the fear
他们只看见我的光却不懂我也会怕黑
They never ask what keeps me here
他们从不问我为什么还在撑着
Invisible, the way it breaks
因为他们看不见——
When every smile is a fake escape
每一个笑容，都是我在逃避的方式
I’ve got glass shoulders
我像有着一双玻璃做的肩膀
Strong enough to hold ya
看起来能扛起你所有悲伤
But every word, every silence
但每一句话，每一次沉默
Leaves a line inside the surface
都在我心上刻下一道痕
You think I’m fine
你以为我没事
But I’m colder
可我其实冷得发抖
And I’m tired of being the holder
我真的很累，不想再一直扮演那个“撑住一切”的人
I carry you like I’m made of steel
看起来刀枪不入
But I’m glass — and I feel too real
但其实我感受到都是真实的
What if I fall while lifting you?
如果我有一天不强颜欢笑了
Would you even have a clue?
你，会察觉到吗？
What if the ones who always stay
那些现在都在身边的人
Are just the ones who walk away?
是不是其实随着时间一直在慢慢远离？
I’ve got glass shoulders
我像有着一双玻璃做的肩膀
They shine but they tremble
它闪闪发亮，却微微颤抖
I try to hold the world in place
我努力把世界维系在原地
While pieces shift beneath my face
可脚下的地早就开始裂开
You think I’m strong
你以为我很坚强
But I’m older
但我只是越来越累了
And I’m tired of being the holder
我真的很累，不想再一直扮演那个“撑住一切”的人
I carry you like I’m made of steel
看起来刀枪不入
But I’m glass — and that’s why I feel
但其实我感受到都是真实的
I feel too real
我有着太多的同理心
I feel too real...
我有着太多的感知力
I feel too real
我太在乎别人以至于忽略了自己
Glass shoulders feel too real
我真的有时感到很累
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