It is never easy
就这样看着你离开
Just stand there and watch you leave
是一件痛苦的事
I'm not a man of superstition
我从不是个迷信的人
But I feel now I should be
但现在让我感觉不得不信
Sentenced in the silence
我就这样在沉默中被审判
Slowly dying in the night
这不死的灼人渴望已经彻底撕开
Wrenched apart by the undying scorching desire
我这逐渐死去的身体
Karma is devine
我现在相信神圣的因果了
The moment
因为当我
I looked her into eyes
看到她的那一瞬间
I feel like
我就觉得
My life has been defined
我的人生已经被重新定义
Sealed up in the night
命运也都在那个夜晚被彻底改变
you don't know what I am saying
不不不你根本没法想象
No no
我内心都经历了什么
You..
你啊你
The things that you do
女孩你的一举一动
Make me feel like I'm stupid girl
都让我感觉自己是如此愚蠢
And I'm so confused
如此困惑
Deep in the blue
深陷入忧郁中
Can't tell what is true
无法再分清现实与梦境
I'm an infatuated fool
我就是个自作多情的傻瓜
But I can't wake up to the fact
但是却没有办法接受现实
Forever in a loop
永远都是在这样的循环中
Romantic abuse
用想象中的浪漫来折磨自己
Shit
真该死
I think I been here
我想我已经
So many times before
不止一次陷入这般境地
But I wanna get out
我既想要离开这困境
But get into you
却又想更接近你
Get lost in the time
我失去了对时间的感知
Get f**ked in your mind
失去了你对我的青睐
Access all denied
我已经走投无路了
Oh dear You ain't gonna be mine
你是不可能属于我的
Then I never ever gonna be fine
那我想我是不可能会好的
I should've done this differently
也许在对的时间对的地点
Right place at the right time
我可以让事情向更好的方向发展的
adrifted in the reverie
但事实就是我游离在一场虚假的狂喜之中
But the pleasure is not mine
却从未真正拥有属于我的喜悦
What am I to you
对你来说
What am I to you
我究竟是什么
Hold on a second what am I to you
等一下让我们先把这个说清楚
Would you please think through
你能不能先想清楚
Think before you take your
想清楚了你再
Sophisticated move
做出你下一步高段位的行动
What am I to you
对你来说
What am I to you
我究竟是什么
What the hell girl
有没有搞错
What am I to you
你究竟把我当什么啊
Lerisure or a tool
是一时的消遣还是工具人
或者只是暂时的逃离的借口
No no no no no no
哦不不不不要啊
You..
你啊你
The things that you do
女孩你的一举一动
Make me feel like I'm stupid girl
都让我感觉自己是如此愚蠢
And I'm so confused
如此困惑
Deep in the blue
深陷入忧郁中
Can't tell what is true
无法再分清现实与梦境
I'm an infatuated fool
我就是个自作多情的傻瓜
But I can't wake up to the fact
但是却没有办法接受现实
Forever in a loop
永远都是在这样的循环中
Romantic abuse
用想象中的浪漫来折磨自己
Shit
真该死
I think I been here
我想我已经
So many times before
不止一次陷入这般境地
But I wanna get out
我既想要离开这困境
But get into you
却又想更接近你
Get lost in the time
我失去了对时间的感知
Get f**ked in your mind
失去了你对我的青睐
Access all denied
我已经走投无路了
Oh dear You ain't gonna be mine
你是不可能属于我的
Then I never ever gonna be fine
那我想我是不可能会好的
Cut my brain shut it off
只有把我的大脑切掉关机
So I wouldn't think of you
我才可能不去想你
Break my bones Spill my guts
如果我选择自我毁灭
May I ever die with you
有没有机会和你死在一起
it's in the air in this room
事实很简单也很清晰
But I can't handle the truth
只是我真的没办法处理真相
It's a trap it's a ruse
因为哪怕我直到这是陷阱这是诡计
Still I always fall for you
我也还是会选择掉进去