May
也许吧
May
有可能
Since I was 17
从我17岁开始
I've always hated my body
我一直讨厌我这副躯体
And it feels like my body's hated me
感觉我的身体也讨厌我
Can somebody find me a pill
有人能给我点良药吗
让我不再害怕自己
Seen every therapist but I'm a cynical b***h
看过好多心理医生 可我还是愤世嫉俗 讨厌自己
Don't like to talk about my feelings
不喜欢坦露心声
I take another hit I find another fake fix
我又受到打击 我找到一个骗过自己的方法
'Cause it's easier than healing
这比彻底治愈更容易一些
I don't wanna be this way forever
我不想一直这样
Keep telling myself that I'll get better
不断暗示自己 我会好起来的
Every time I try I always stop me
每一次鼓足勇气去尝试 可我会半途而废
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
也许 也许 我只是害怕得到幸福
May
也许吧
Since I was 22
从我22岁开始
I've been with somebody who loves me
我和爱我的人待在一起
And I've been tryna believe it's true
我一直让自己相信 这一切都是真的
But my head always messes up my heart
可是我的理智总是扰乱我的心 动摇我的意志
No matter what I do
无论我在做什么 总是如此
Seen every therapist but I'm a cynical b***h
看过好多心理医生 可我还是愤世嫉俗 讨厌自己
Don't like to talk about my feelings
不喜欢坦露心声
I take another sip I swear it's my last fix
我又喝了一口药 我发誓 这是最后的方法
'Cause it's easier than healing
这比彻底治愈更容易一些
I don't wanna be this way forever
我不想一直这样
Keep telling myself that I'll get better
不断暗示自己 我会好起来的
Every time I try I always stop me
每一次鼓足勇气去尝试 可我会半途而废
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
也许 也许 我只是害怕得到幸福
I don't wanna be this way forever
我不想一直这样
Keep telling myself that I'll get better
不断暗示自己 我会好起来的
Every time I try I always stop me
每一次鼓足勇气去尝试 可我会半途而废
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
也许 也许 我只是害怕得到幸福
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
也许 也许 我只是害怕得到幸福
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
也许 也许 我只是害怕得到幸福
I'm so scared of having something to lose
我很害怕 拥有一切又突然变得一无所有
I'm scared of being somebody new
我害怕改变 脱胎换骨 成为不一样的人
I'm so scared of all them seeing the truth
我很害怕 他们会看见丑陋的真相
'Cause right now I've got nothing
此时此刻 我一无所有
But I don't wanna be this way forever
可我不想一直这样
Keep telling myself that I'll get better
不断暗示自己 我会好起来的
Every time I try I always stop me
每一次鼓足勇气去尝试 可我会半途而废
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
也许 也许 我只是害怕得到幸福
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
也许 也许 我只是害怕得到幸福
Maybe yeah
也许吧
Maybe I'm I'm scared to be happy
也许我害怕得到幸福