I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
我无视这个在我喉头的结已经很久了
I shouldn't be crying
我不应该哭
Tears were for the weaker days
眼泪是人脆弱的时候才留的
I'm stronger now what so I say
我现在更强了 现在怎样 所以我说
But something's missing
但是什么东西缺失了
Whatever it is it feels like
不管遗失的是什么 总感觉
It's laughing at me
她在嘲笑我
透过双面镜
Whatever it is it's just laughing at me
不管那是什么 她在嘲笑我
And I just wanna scream
我只想大声嘶喊
What now
现在怎样
What now
该如何是好
I found the one he changed my life
我找到了那个他 他改变了我的生活
But was it me that changed
但是只是我改变了
And he just happened to come at the right time
他只是恰好的出现在那个合适的时候
I'm supposed to be in love
我本应该坠入爱河的
But I'm numb again
但是我又一次的麻木了
Whatever it is it feels like
不管那是什么 那感觉起来就像
她在透过双面镜嘲笑我
Whatever it is it's just sitting there laughing at me
不管那是什么 它就是坐在那里嘲笑我
And I just wanna scream
我只想大声嘶喊
What now
现在怎样
What now
现在怎样
What now
该如何是好