Feels like a close it's coming to
感觉步步紧逼 无法呼吸
F**k am I gonna do
我能做什么
It's too late to start over
重新开始已经太晚
This is the only thing I thing I know
我就知道这么多
Sometimes I feel like all I ever do is
有时我感觉我所做的一切
Find different ways to word the same old song
只不过换了个方式表达 故调重弹
Ever since I came along
自从我出现 自从这首叫
From the day the song called hi my name is dropped
“嗨 这是我的名字”的歌出现
Started thinking my name was fault
我就认为我的名字是个错误
Cause any time things went wrong
因为只要出了错
I was the one who they would blame it on
我就是那个被指手划脚的人
The media made me the equivalent
媒体将我塑造成
Of a modern day Genghis Khan
当代成吉思汗
Tried to argue it was only entertainment dog
试图争辩 这只是娱乐炒作
Gangster nah courageous balls
黑帮?算了吧 不过是蛮夷之邦
Had to change my style they said I'm way too soft
是时候转换风格了 他们说我太软弱
And I sound like AZ and Nas out came the claws
于是我学着AZ和Nas说唱
And the fangs been out since then
伸出勾爪 露出獠牙
But up until the instant that I went against it
但直到这一刻 我仍在反抗
It was ingrained in me that I wouldn't amount to a sh*t stain
这根植我心 我绝不是烂泥扶不上墙
I thought
我想
No wonder I had to unlearn everything my brain was taught
我必须清空大脑过去被教导的一切
Do I really belong in this game I pondered
我真的是游戏中人吗 我思考着
I just wanna play my part should I make waves or not
我只想本本分分 我该不该卷起风潮?
So back and forth in my brain the tug of war wages on
脑子里不断盘算着 展开了一场拉锯战
And I don't wanna seem ungrateful
我不想我所敬仰的艺术
Or disrespect the artform I was raised upon
受到辜负或唾弃 我想到
But sometimes you gotta take a loss
有时你必须承担损失
And have people rub it in your face
当人们对你的敬仰 当面指指点点
Before you get made pissed off
你气得暴跳如雷
And keep plugging it's your only outlet
咬牙坚持 这是你唯一的出路
And your only outfit so you know they gonna talk about it
你知道他们会谈论纷纷
Better find a way to counter it quick and make it ah
你最好找个方法应对 速战速决
Feel like I've already said this a kabillion eighty times
这样的话我似乎已讲过千百次
How many times can I say the same thing
我可以变着法子将同样的内容
Different ways that rhyme
用各种节奏说上几遍
What I really wanna say is
我真正想说的是
If there's anyone else that can relate to my story
如果有任何人能与你的故事相牵连
Bet you feel the same way I felt
我敢说你会感同身受
When I was in the same place you are when I was afraid to
当我站在你的立场上 设身处地想一想
Afraid to make a single sound
当我害怕发出声音
Afraid I would never find a way out out out
害怕无力逃脱
Afraid I'd never be found
害怕我从未被在意
I didn't wanna go another round
我并不想重来一回
An angry man's power will shut you up
愤怒的力量让你无力反驳
Trip wires fill this house with tip toed love
人生这场旅途的操纵连着步步惊心的爱 充斥着整个房间
Run out of excuses for everyone
耗尽了各种借口理由
So here I am and I will not run
所以我就在这里 我不会再逃离
Guts over fear the time is near
勇气战胜恐惧 时机成熟
Guts over fear I shed a tear
勇气战胜恐惧 我意志坚定
For all the times I let you push me 'round
一直以来我任由你摆布
I let you keep me down
我心甘情愿受你打击
Now I got guts over fear guts over fear
勇气战胜恐惧
Feels like a close it's coming to
感觉步步紧逼 无法呼吸
F**k am I gonna do
我能做什么
It's too late to start over
重新开始已经太晚了
This is the only thing I thing I know
我就知道只有这么多
I was there once
我曾经也有过那样的感受
Single parents hate your appearance
经历过单亲家庭
As you struggle to find your place in this world
讨厌你的相貌 在这史上寻找自己的归宿
And the pain spawns all the anger on
你是否挣扎过因苦痛萌生了愤怒
But it wasn't 'til I put the pain in song
但直到我把痛苦写入歌里
Learned who to aim it on
瞄准矛头宣泄
That I made a spark started to spit harder sh*t
我制造火花 光芒闪耀
Learned how to harness it while the reins were off
学会如何在脱缰之时将其利用
And there was a lot of bizarre sh*t but the crazy part
总有很多奇奇怪怪的家伙 但令人抓狂的是
Was soon as I stopped saying I gave a f**k
是当我不再说 我一点都不屑
Haters started to appreciate my art
仇敌却开始欣赏我的艺术
And it just breaks my heart to look at all the pain I caused
只是让我心碎 看着我造成的所有苦楚
But what am I gonna do when the rage is gone
但我还能做什么 愤怒全消失了
And the lights go out in that trailer park
在拖车房屋的灯光全都熄灭
And the window is closing
窗口都被关闭
And there's nowhere else
再也没有地方
That I can go with flows and I'm frozen
能让我混迹 我被冻僵般
Cause there's no more emotion for me to pull from
再没有更多的情绪去表现
Just a bunch of playful songs that I make for fun
只是一些好玩的歌曲 我为了乐趣创作
So to the break of dawn
所以破晓时分
Here I go recycling the same old song
我单曲循环同一首歌
But I rather make not afraid 2
但我宁愿再创作一首“Not Afraid”
Than make another motherf**king we made you ah
也比“We Made You”这首烂曲更好
Now I don't wanna seem indulgent
现在我不想放纵
When I discuss my lows and my highs
当我讨论我的跌宕起伏 我的巅峰至极
My demise and my up rise pray to God
我的消沉 我的成就 拜上帝所赐
I just open enough eyes later on
我只是得过些时日 睁大双眼
And gave you the supplies and the tools
给你供给 给你希望的器具
To hopefully use that'll make you strong
用它来让你强大 足够让自己提升
Enough to lift yourself up when you feel like I felt
当你跟与我感受一致
Cause I can't explain to y'all
我无法跟你解释清楚
How dang exhausted my legs felt
我的腿有多累 平衡自我
Just having to balance my dang self
如履薄冰
When on eggshells I was made to walk
我必须前行
But thank you ma cause that gave me the
但感谢你 正因为你
Strength to cause shady mania
我有能力让Shady大怒
So when they empty that stadium least
所以他们清空体育场
I made it out of that house
当那天结束 至少我能逃离出那房子
And found a place in this world when the day was done
并在这个世界上找到一席之地
So this is for every kid who all's they ever did
这首歌写给每个孩子 他们曾有过的梦想
Was dreamed of one day just getting accepted
终有一天他们会获得认可
I represent him or her anyone similar
我代表他们 所有与之相似的人
You are the reason that I made this song
你就是我创作这首歌的理由
And everything you're scared to say
你害怕诉说的一切 从今天起
Don't be afraid to say no more
大胆地说出来
From this day forward just let them a holes talk
就让他们瞠目结舌 好好听着我的话
Take it with a grain of salt and eat their f**king faces off
给他们点颜色瞧瞧 金光的怒火传奇
The legend of the angry blonde
将在我离去后在你身上延续
Lives on through you when I'm gone and to think I was a
我是个
Afraid to make a single sound
害怕发出任何声音
Afraid I would never find a way out out out
害怕我无力逃脱
Afraid I'd never be found
害怕我从未被
I didn't wanna go another round
我并不想重来一回
An angry man's power will shut you up
愤怒的力量让你无力反驳
Trip wires fill this house with tip toed love
人生这场旅途的操纵连着步步惊心的爱充斥着整个房间
Run out of excuses for everyone
耗尽了各种借口理由
So here I am and I will not run
所以我就在这里 我不会再逃离
Guts over fear the time is near
勇气战胜恐惧 时机成熟
Guts over fear I shed a tear
勇气战胜恐惧 我意志坚定
For all the times I let you push me 'round
一直以来我任由你摆布
I let you keep me down
我心甘情愿受你打击