Wasn't raised religious
从未有过信仰
But I wish that I was
可我希望我有过
Having nothing to believe in
没有什么可以信任
It's been killing my buzz
我慢慢变得心如死灰
Yeah I comb my hair close the blinds
我整理了一下头发 关上百叶窗
Play Hallelujah like two dozen times
把哈利路亚说了无数遍
And yesterday I tried to pray
昨天 我试着祈祷
But I didn't know what to say
可我欲言又止
I'm too sad to cry too high to get up
肝肠寸断 欲哭无泪 无力挽回
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to f**k up
不敢尝试 因为我害怕搞砸一切
Don't like to talk I just lay in my bed
一言不发 我静静地躺在床上
Don't even try to go out with my friends
不愿和朋友走出家门
Lied to my doctor she knew I was faking
对医生撒了谎 她知道我在骗人
Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take them
给我开了一些药 可我不敢吃
I try and I try but I'm too sad to cry
我竭尽全力 可我肝肠寸断 欲哭无泪
Can't tell my mama
不敢告诉妈妈
It makes her worry
会让她替我担心
I'm not suicidal
我不想自暴自弃
Sometimes the lines get all blurry
有时 生与死就在一线之间
Yeah I comb my hair close the blinds
我整理了一下头发 关上百叶窗
Play Hallelujah like two dozen times
把哈利路亚说了无数遍
And yesterday I tried to pray
昨天 我试着祈祷
But I didn't know what to say
可我欲言又止
I'm too sad to cry too high to get up
肝肠寸断 欲哭无泪 无力挽回
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to f**k up
不敢尝试 因为我害怕搞砸一切
Don't like to talk I just lay in my bed
一言不发 我静静地躺在床上
Don't even try to go out with my friends
不愿和朋友走出家门
Lied to my doctor she knew I was faking
对医生撒了谎 她知道我在骗人
Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take them
给我开了一些药 可我不敢吃
I try and I try but I'm too sad to cry
我竭尽全力 可我肝肠寸断 欲哭无泪
Too sad to cry too high to get up
肝肠寸断 欲哭无泪 无力挽回
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to f**k up
不敢尝试 因为我害怕搞砸一切
Don't like to talk I just lay in my bed
一言不发 我静静地躺在床上
Don't even try to go out with my friends
不愿和朋友走出家门
Lied to my doctor she knew I was faking
对医生撒了谎 她知道我在骗人
Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take them
给我开了一些药 可我不敢吃
I try and I try but I'm too sad to cry
我竭尽全力 可我肝肠寸断 欲哭无泪